Heartbroken
May 5th, 2007
Today we surrendered Neo to the adoption organization where we got him three years ago. It was a gut-wrenching day, and I can’t seem to stop crying. I know in my heart that this is the right thing to do, both for him, hoping he’ll get a new home where he can receive all the attention he wants and needs, and for us, we won’t have to spend so much time angry at him for acting out or worried about what he’s destroyed this time.
I didn’t even get a chance to say a proper goodbye to him. I’m not sure if that would have made me feel better or worse. But right now I just feel like complete and utter shit.
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Hang in there…you did the right thing for everyone involved.
D, I’m so sorry you had to do this. But you are NOT a bad person for doing so…please know that your heart was in the right place. You’re a really good mommy to both Bridget and the fur kids. *hugs*
Hi sweetie, I know it was hard…big big hugs to you
I’m sorry for your heart hurt but I’m sure it was the right decision. Send him love in your mind and he will feel it!